What To Do With Stuff for Ex-friends?

Had a dream where I was abandoning an ex-friend (ex-friend in my real life). Funny thing though, I had mixed feeling about it in my dream. On one hand, I felt guilty, on the other hand, I felt justified.

Honestly, it wasn't really an abandonment. In my dream, I was suppose to be somewhere & I had promised to call her when I was there. I guess we were suppose to meet up? It was something along the lines of, I'm got to my destination, but I am no longer available to meet up? I guess not a true abandonment, but still an abandoment of a certain degree in my book.

Years ago, she was a friend in my bible study group. Time had passed after much sorrow, we were no longer friends. Never really got over the fact that I had hand embroidered her name on lot of stuff for her as gifts. I tend to gift hoard where I make and buy things randomly at times all times of the yr & save it to give to the recipient on a birthday or special occasion. For her, this included making a custom bible for her which is still in my possession (never know really what to do when you have a piece of art work you had customized with a friend or ex friend's name in hand embroidery, & you are no longer in speaking terms, unfortunately for me this has happened more than once).🤷🤷🤷